[Steve can't even look Eddie in the eyes. He feels a mixture of embarrassment, humiliation and ashamed of himself. Christ, he can already feel Eddie judging him by one simple gaze. Since when does popular boy Steve Harrington go around asking for drugs? When did actually become this desperate? He assumes Eddie figures its due to his horrible breakup with Nancy, how his popularity has pretty much ate shit. That Steve isn't capable of handling so many blows at one time. 

Steve can't be straightforward, he can't talk about the monsters that lurk under Hawkins. He doesn't want too. He just wants to pretend that night never happened and he can move forward. ]

I can't promise this will be a one time thing.

[If the nightmares don't get better or at least ease up a little. He's got no there choice but to keep trying illegal substances that will actually work. ]

I don't give a shit who sees my Beemer, Munson. I just want the fucking drugs.

[And his reputation is pretty much trash anyways.]