( It's true that Steve hasn't exactly been with another guy before, but he doesn't want that to stop this. He feels incredible right now; better than he's ever felt with any girl he's been with, and that has to mean something, right?
Sure, a part of him can admit that maybe he's just feeling desperate because he keeps striking out with girls, but he thinks that mostly he just never let him consider this as an option. He's already taken enough of a social dive with his falling out with his high school friends, and with not being able to get into a single college, that what does he have to worry about now?
And okay, he can admit to being curious before. Now that he has Eddie's hands on him, he can't stop thinking about what else those hands can do. )
No, I haven't. I'm not scared, though. I want this, I swear.
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Sure, a part of him can admit that maybe he's just feeling desperate because he keeps striking out with girls, but he thinks that mostly he just never let him consider this as an option. He's already taken enough of a social dive with his falling out with his high school friends, and with not being able to get into a single college, that what does he have to worry about now?
And okay, he can admit to being curious before. Now that he has Eddie's hands on him, he can't stop thinking about what else those hands can do. )
No, I haven't. I'm not scared, though. I want this, I swear.