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𝙴𝙳𝙳𝙸𝙴 𝙼𝚄𝙽𝚂𝙾𝙽. ([personal profile] thefreak) wrote in [community profile] chitona2022-11-19 10:21 pm

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[ After his first attempt at senior year ended in failures all around, Eddie hasn't exactly been enthusiastic about coming back to Hawkins High. He's done his hardest to stick to the background whenever possible, not trying to start shit with the clear turf war that seems to be brewing with Billy Hargrove and Tommy Hagan. And while he's got his band and the D&D club, that still leaves him alone at lunch most days.

With a sigh, Eddie plops himself down and tries his hardest to eat in peace. No standing up on tables, saying fuck you to the man and to conformity. No, he just wants to get through this year and pretend like he wasn't supposed to graduate last year.

For the most part, everyone leaves him alone. They know better than to upset the balance, because Eddie provides the party favors. But he doesn't want to test his luck, either. Who knows when they'll deem him and his services no longer necessary?

The perks of selling to the elite, does mean that he can see that shit is definitely going down. Harrington has been out of commission for a while, and Billy Hargrove was out for a couple days before returning with a suspiciously black eye. The two might not be connected, but then again, perhaps it was?

He'll probably never find out, though. Steve Harrington doesn't exactly tolerate his presence, never has, and never will. He might not wear a crown any longer, but Eddie still knows his place among the plebians of Hawkins High.

There are rumblings, that it has something to do with the whole Wheeler and Byers situation, but Eddie isn't going to speculate there. He does find it kind of weird that Wheeler left Harrington for Byers, but he knows better than to try and figure out the truth. That's just going to lead Eddie to death threats and nothing more.

He's just popping a grape in his mouth when Harrington walks into the cafeteria and --

holy shit, he looks like he had the shit kicked out of him at one point. What the fuck? He tries to look away quickly, because he just knows he's going to get a smartass comment if Steve sees that he's been staring. But he does nearly choke on the grape in the process, needing to pound his fist against his chest to get it to dislodge. What the fuck.
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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-11-25 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[It isn't every day that Eddie "The Freak" Munson voluntarily joins him for lunch. The two hardly even speak to each other, that alone acknowledge each other's existence. Yes, this was pretty damn confusing and unexpected.

So Steve just waits in curiosity. Did Eddie want something or was he here to mock Steve like all the rest? He sure as hell didn't want Eddie's pity. 


What is even happening right now? Munson is actually willing to offer him food when they both know Steve hasn't exactly been all the great towards him. He holds up a hand, waving the offer off.]


I'm good, thanks.
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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-11-29 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[They most likely aren't paying attention. Everyone is so committed to their conversations to notice. Rather is be getting the daily gossip, tuned into the latest rumor or picking out which pathetic soul to torment in the hallways once lunch is over. Steve's tuned it all out, the noise and the chatter. He's surprised himself that it's been so easy to do when once he used to be so invested in it all. 

It's pretty damn peaceful and it gives Steve all the time to realize thar he's officially fallen to the bottom of the food chain. 

It doesn't help that he constantly has to see Nancy with Byers, even in the fucking lunch room. How they sit close together, how Byers holds her hand under the table and their fingers lace. Hargrove typically doesn't stay in the cafeteria long once he sets his eyes upon a innocent girl, so at least Steve doesn't have to see his face but Tommy never fails to be as loud and obnoxious as humanly possible. 

Jesus Christ.

Munson's words has him snapping back to reality, exhausted eyes flicking back over at the other teen.]


Uh, actually I wanted to ask you something. Word on the street is you got drugs, right?
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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-02 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[It's not like king Steve goes looking for drugs on the daily. He had a reputation to uphold once upon time. Typically Tommy supplied those kind of party favors and usually Steve just stuck to weed. There had only been a few small times Tommy had talked him into something harder. He doesn't make any eye contact with Eddie, he opts to keep his head slightly lowered while his thumb nail digs into the table. ]

Right.

[ This was rather humiliating that Steve had allowed the depression to get this bad but at this point he was well passed caring. He needed to be able to get a little sleep, forget about Nancy Wheeler and the fact she never loved him.

And then there was that monster. That terrifying, disgusting creature. Steve just wanted to be numb.]


Depends on what you got to offer. I need something way stronger than weed.
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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-05 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve can't even look Eddie in the eyes. He feels a mixture of embarrassment, humiliation and ashamed of himself. Christ, he can already feel Eddie judging him by one simple gaze. Since when does popular boy Steve Harrington go around asking for drugs? When did actually become this desperate? He assumes Eddie figures its due to his horrible breakup with Nancy, how his popularity has pretty much ate shit. That Steve isn't capable of handling so many blows at one time. 

Steve can't be straightforward, he can't talk about the monsters that lurk under Hawkins. He doesn't want too. He just wants to pretend that night never happened and he can move forward. ]


I can't promise this will be a one time thing.

[If the nightmares don't get better or at least ease up a little. He's got no there choice but to keep trying illegal substances that will actually work. ]

I don't give a shit who sees my Beemer, Munson. I just want the fucking drugs.

[And his reputation is pretty much trash anyways.]

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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-08 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve doesn't need Eddie's sympathy or pity. Eddie is the last person that should offer him anything considering how Steve has treated him in the past. He doesn't want or need anyone to feel sorry for him all because he's had his crown knocked off his head. He just wants to get through whats left of this shitty school year and hopefully start fresh. 

Because shit. ]


I don't need weed, Munson. 

[He just needs something strong to shut his mind up and turn off the nightmares, the anxiety. He knows he can't continue forward like this. He's going to lose his sanity.]

So after school?
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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-11 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[Perhaps with a little convincing Eddie could talk Steve into some of his weed? Although, wouldn't that be the talk of the town? The Great King Steve turns to drugs because little Nancy Wheeler couldn't love him but she can fucking love Byers. 


But the depression, the anxiety ran much deeper than that and Steve as though he were drowning no matter how hard he fought against the water. How could anyone even begin to understand what that must feel like and for Steve of all people?

Suck it up, right?]


Yeah, yeah after school.

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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-12 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve keeps his head down as Eddie makes his leave, he doesn't want to make their little conversation all that obvious but he's also reached the point of not caring. He waits a little longer before he's up on his feet and back into the reality of Hawkins High.

It's hard to focus for the remainder of the day and it's difficult to decipher if it's all due to his disconnect or the fact that he just made a fucking drug deal with Munson.

Once the end of the day hits Steve is making a straight getaway to his car, ignoring the fresh looks his given once he reaches the outside. He spots Munson by his van but chooses to make little known eye contact but enough to allow Eddie to know the deal is still set in place as he moves to get into his car. ]
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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-16 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Steve remains casual as humanly possible. He doesn't want more whispers about him spread throughout the hallways. He tries to pay no mind that Nancy is walking hand and hand with Jonathan now. Guess they really are fucking public now and the way Nancy slightly glances over her shoulder to catch a glimpse of him only makes Steve angry. 

Even though he said it was alright didn't mean it still didn't hurt. 

He doesn't tear out of the parking lot just yet, he wants to give Eddie a head start so that their little meeting doesn't appear that obvious to the whole damn school. A moment later he's peeling out of the parking lot himself, foot on the gas in order to get the hell out of there. It doesn't take him long to arrive considering he literally sped the whole way. 

Steve has to take a moment to himself once his car comes to a stop, head falling back along the seat as he closes his eyes. He can practically hear his father's voice now echoing within his ears in rage. He's screaming something about Steve's image and how dare his son show himself in the likes of a trailer park. 

Fuck you, dad! Here goes. 

He moves to get out of his car before making his way to meet Eddie.]

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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-20 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[Steve was having second thoughts during the whole drive. This was absolutely crazy, totally insane! It was one thing to smoke weed or be a little experimental at parties with Tommy. But this was far more serious than just wanting to feel good at a party. This was the need to numb his mind, possibly his heart. He had been sneaking his mother's prescription sleeping pills but they only did so much. Plus she was bound to find out pills were going missing. 

Snorting was a whole experience. One that had really fucked Steve up the first time. How he survived stumbling down the stairs was a mystery.

Steve is a bit hesitant at first to follow Eddie inside, he isn't one to just go running inside a trailer of someone he hardly knows and for a goddamn drug fix. Fuck, he's so damn stupid but he's literally putting all his trust in Eddie's hands. The known freak hasn't been known to harm anyone with the goods so far. ]


Your uncle work nights?

[It's an attempt to make small talk, ease Steve out of feeling so out of place. He stuffs his hands into his pockets as Eddie scurries off and leaves Steve once again inside his own head. He tentatively moves about the trailer, eyes falling along pictures of what must be Eddie and his uncle. Some of just Eddie alone.

One particular catches Steve's eye. Eddie appears to be wearing some metal band tank, hair pulled back in a ponytail and the exposed skin shows a few more tattoos. Eddie's tongue is out and he appears to be giving the finger. Typical Eddie Munson.

After a moment Steve finds himself stopping in front of a guitar. He figures this must be a prized possession of the metalhead's.]


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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-22 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Steve is quietly taking everything in, he doesn't exactly know Eddie as a person and he hadn't put in any effort getting to know him either. The whole being this huge asshole really robbed him of a lot. What's that saying about it isn't easy being king? Sure does fucking suck to fall from the throne but no one would really understand that either. So Steve keeps it to himself, just like so many other problems he has bottled up inside. 

He turns his head slightly as Eddie gives him full warning of the drug he's about to offer. Steve isn't really worried about the effects, the consequences. He just wants to be numb for a night, longer if the drug is so willing. ]


How much?

[Because that's the only real concern here. Not that Steve is really worried about the price because he's that desperate for something to ease the nightmares and help him sleep for a change. 

His eyes flicker back to the guitar. Steve has no knowledge of the instrument but he can bet Eddie paid a damn good penny.]


Cool. [Kudos for the sweet buy]

Nah, I'm good.
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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-26 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's best to just keep this a simple drug deal and be done with it. Steve's decided that this trauma and heartache he's currently battling with is best done on his own. He's lost everything. Nancy, his friends, his popularity. It's been a tough pill to choke down even when forced.

He digs in his back pocket and pulls out a hundred. Offering it over to Eddie without any hesitation.

His face isn't in the best condition to admire, it's still healing from the beating he took from Hargrove but he doesn't take notice in the way Eddie is looking him over.

He does take notice in the way the town freak seems to eagerly right down his number in a fret of concern. Steve's brow knits in confusion as the number is handed over. Why is Eddie Munson so concerned for him?

Even more so given Steve's history.]


You always show this much concern to your buyers or something?
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[personal profile] bigboyvibes 2022-12-29 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Keep it. 

[Steve figures Eddie would find some good use for the extra cash and Steve didn't have any real plans for it to begin with. We'll, expect for using it to buy drugs that will hopefully make him forget his whole damn name. 

Now, back to Munson showing concern for him. Steve can't help but be a little baffled as to why. Eddie went through with the purchase so why the sudden hesitation now? It's gotten under Steve's skin a bit.]


If something does by chance happen to me they wouldn't come after you, dude. So no need to worry about any of that bullshit, yeah?

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